Confession #34: Castaway Made Me Cry.
Haha yes, the movie Castaway (Tom Hanks) was the very first movie I’ve ever cried when I watched it. Lol, and it was the scene where his best friend, Winston (the volleyball) floated away into the ocean, to be more specific. And I know you think that’s crazy, but damn, that scene was so sad, so don’t judge me LOL! I then remember going to Big Lots and seeing the Winston Volleyball, with Winston’s “face” on it and yelling “WINSTON, YOU’RE ALIVE” when I was in middle school haha. But yeah, first movie ever to make cry was Castaway, like legit Annie crying over the same scene of Castaway in Bridesmaids.
Confession #33: I’m a lowkey hypocrite.
I hate admitting this about myself because I usually really dislike hypocrites. But to be honest, it’s so hard to follow your own words. For example, I tell people that you should like yourself for you because that’s what makes you special. However, there are just some days where I’m seriously not feeling like how I should be, so I tend to eat myself up all over again. And there are many more countless examples, but it’s just really hard to get out of the hypocrite stage. Altogether I think we just shouldn’t say things we ourselves can’t follow; because at least if you make the mistake, you don’t have the humiliation of having your own words be thrown back at you.
Confession #32: I love being a likable person.
So when you first meet me in real life, I’m either (a) a bit shy or (b) crazy AF. But if you get either (a) or (b) when you first me, I always make sure I’m nice enough to you that you’d like me. I like being a likable person because it kind of intimidates me when people are quiet or can’t establish a full conversation with me cause they don’t really know me enough to like/be comfortable with me. It’s just that little part in my brain that enjoys knowing that I’m a good enough of a person to have you consider as your friend (not to sound creepy at all lol).
Confession #31: I dislike indecisive bandwagoners.
I think this is pretty much self-explanatory and I don’t know if I can get dig deeper into this topic, but I’ll try (lol). I don’t like people who keep changing their decisions and morals just because everyone else is. For example, let’s say someone believes that talking shit about a person isn’t the greatest idea, even though you can’t stand this one certain person. BUT another person comes and says “hey, but we have a reason to talk crap because he/she is so annoying” so then the indecisive bandwagoner goes along and keeps talking shit with the other person. Then another person comes along and says “hey, it’s not cool to talk crap about someone” and then that indecisive bandwagoner agrees with that reasonable point, hoping to feel “better” about him/her-self.
Basically, what I’m trying to say is that if you believe that something is wrong, then stick through with it and don’t do it. There are no exceptions because once you join the bandwagon of decisions/morals you yourself doesn’t like, once someone comes along and points out the crudeness of what you had thought was wrong at first, you’re pretty much going to look ridiculous trying to dig yourself out of that huge hole you practically dug for yourself.
(Lol this post was harder to explain than I expected, sorry if you don’t get it).
Confession #30: Intelligence is SEXY.
Alright, so this is probably another confession post leaning towards what I find attractive in what guys do. REGARDLESS THOUGH, I can’t deny how amazingly sexy it is for a guy to have not only be street smart, but also a bit booksmart as well. I don’t mean that the guy has to be like some sort of a genius, but if he has a higher sense of vocabulary and knows a quick nerd fact here and there, I honestly don’t mind. Plus some guys who are intelligent enough actually can pick a girl up, because intellectual guys can get corny and some girls actually like that shit ;)
Confession #29: I admire confidence.
And I do mean confidence, not cockiness. I admire girls and guys who strut out who they really are. Even though I’m slightly confident in myself, I wish I had the guts to be a person who doesn’t give a flying fuck about what people say about them. That’s why, back in high school, I admire those kids that got picked on and just walk away. If I was to be put in their shoes, I’d probably transfer to a different school and cry my heart out for living through so much shit. I never realized how strong those kids were… Through all the bullshit that they had to live through, they still got up every morning, and went to school. So what if some dumbass made a snide remark to them?, they still lived their life how they wanted to. I admire that so much and I wish I had the confidence to be who I really am, all the time, not just with people who I’m close with.
Confession #28: I sometimes wish I lived NOT in the city.
Don’t get me wrong, I fucking love my city, but sometimes wish I lived out in the country. I mean you’re far away from everything and you’re in your own little world. Get to to do whatever the fuck you want to do and no one would really know. As much as I like to surround myself around people, I do crave times where I want to be alone. And where other perfect place would it be than the outdoor country or beach? I might invest later on in a beach/cabin later on because I know I’d long for some me time with nature.
Confession #27: I was/am a pushover.
Ever since I was little, I was always that one girl who was the total pushover. Now you’re probably thinking “ah what a weak ass, should have woman-ed the fuck up” but no, I actually liked being the pushover here and there. I liked knowing that if I’m struggling, at least someone else is happy. You guys don’t realize how important it is for me [moral wise] to make other people more comfortable/content than myself. Why flaunt myself out, when I can make other people feel special? And that’s the ultimate reward for me. Guess I like experiencing an act of altruism (LOL psychology is getting too me).
Confession #26: I don’t like my voice.
I’m really self-conscious of my voice because I feel like it sometimes sounds too high. I don’t like the fact that it sounds pretty much like a middle-school girl but it’s whatevs. It’s funny though cause my friends think I sound cute but gosh I don’t think I want to be known for the girl with the really high and girly voice.
Confession #25: Accents are a crazy turn on.
I don’t know why but I always find someone with an accent so interesting. From the romantic British, to the sexy Latino, or even to the laid-back Hawaiian, I always find myself intrigued by how an accent defines a person. I honestly can say that I find myself being completely drawn to someone speaking in their accent. So if you have an accent and you’re having a conversation with me, be warned that I probably won’t remember what you had just conversed with me because I was way too amazed by your accent (:
Confession #23: I’m confident, not cocky.
I really hope that my confidence in myself doesn’t come off as arrogance. Because I see myself as a strong person for someone who looks, acts different than most girls they know of. I may not be the best looking/perfect person someone would be friends with that, but honestly, I’m fine with that. I love me for me and I love that I finally have accepted myself. I’m just showing it off to people hoping they’d enjoy myself as well.
Confession #24: I make sex noises.
BUT BEFORE YOU THINK SO SKANK-Y OF ME (haha which I’m guessing you guys most of the time do) I DON’T PURPOSELY DO THIS! Haha but anywhooo, yes I do make sex noises and I don’t actually realize it. I actually didn’t realize it until like a month ago when my homies admitted to me that I do. Usually the types of noises I apparently make are like moaning, grunting, and how I say some words. Lol i know weird, but it’s whatevs. But now whenever I catch my self making a sex noise I almost always burst into laughter cause I’m SO not weird like that :)
Confession #22: I wish I could sing.
Out of all the talents out there in the world, I really wish I knew how to sing in a decent vocal. It’s such a basic talent but it’s a talent (to me) has the capability of being brilliant. And no I don’t mean that auto-tune crap you sometimes hear. I want to know how to sing and maybe even be in performances. I could always take vocal lessons but I know that would cost me a lot of money. Sometimes I wish I was given the talent but I know that the gift of singing is rare and if everyone had it, it wouldn’t be as glamorous of a talent.
Confession #21: I’m addicted to Hollister.
And no, I don’t just mean the merchandise they sell to their customers, but the actual store itself (although I do LOVE their clothes). But I love the atmosphere you are welcomed in once you walk in through that dark hallway. Panels of Huntington Beach greet you in, and the scent of a beach type smell wraps around you. Even though dim lighting is a must in these stores, it adds a nice aura to the entire store. And don’t forget about the music they play in the store! It’s always some up beat easy-listening type of song and it’s the perfect background music to listen to while you’re searching for that perfect outfit to wear.
The only killjoy are the prices on some of their merchandise. Some of the prices are reasonable, but some of them sort of loses that “special effect” of the store.
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